Men vs Women - Nail Polish Style

For those of you who don't know me, I sort of like to march to the beat of my own drum. I don't mind following rules, but I still embrace my individuality and like to exercise my autonomy when it is appropriate.

Not that it is a big deal, but when it comes to painting my fingernails, I guess this character trait starts to come out. Honestly, I don't put a lot of thought into it. I pick the color/colors I like. Think about what looks good. Paint them. And done.

 

That's it. There is no magic formula. No secret reason. No method to my madness.

 



However, this seems to be a completely foreign concept to almost every guy who has commented on my fingernails. Now, before you tune out and think this is a guy bashing session, think again. No bashing is going on, just humorous reflection. People, regardless of gender, can have whatever opinion they would like about my nails - don't care - just don't expect me to change them, because I like them.

Let me expound and give you an example of the typical responses when people notice and then comment on my nails.....

Women: Oohhhh, cool nails!
Me: Thanks!

Men: So...one is red and the other are brown?
Me: Yes

Women: Those are really pretty!
Me: Ah, thanks! I like yours too!

Men: So.....what's the occasion?
Me: Um, I just wanted to paint my nails....

Women: I totally saw something like that on Pinterest!
Me: Yeah? Neat!

Men: So, no specific reason then.....
Me: Nope, just wanted to do something different (But please, continue to ask me the same thing 12 different ways to see if it makes sense - it won't, but it sure is fun to watch you try)

I walked away from those situations with a new appreciation for both men and women.

Guys, thanks for being the type that wants to understand something's reason for being. It is why I call on you when I need help with my car, or I need to make a very practical decision.

Ladies, thank you for gushing with me over frivolous things like nails and shoes. And for letting me be emotional and getting it.

Both types of friends are needed, and I am very blessed to have both types in my close knit circle of friends.

That being said --- I will continue to get a tremendous amount of laughter and amusement from men who try and understand why I paint my nails different colors.... :)

#favor

Luke 1:28 

And the angel came in unto her, and said, Hail, thou that art highly favoured, the Lord is with thee: blessed art thou among women. 

You are loved my dear ones. Loved with an everlasting love. Loved by One who can NEVER stop loving you. You meant enough to HIM, that He sacrificed the one Person who was loved more.

Never think that you are not worth it. Never think that HE doesn't care. Sure, we all have moments when we feel all alone, but He never leaves our side. All we have to do is reach out to HIM and He is there.

So today as you face the world, remember that you are not facing it alone. He has a plan He wants to accomplish with you. It is not a task that must be accomplished on your own, but with HIM by your side.

You are favored. You are loved. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. You are the creation that He cherished most. The one for whom He bled, died and rose again.

Take faith in the knowledge that He is with you. Hold fast to the fact that He adores you. Never stop seeking Him everyday. For as we seek Him, we are bound more closely to Him and we better know the heart of the One we love.

Embrace the LOVE that has been so freely given to you, and go out and share it with the world.

Exactly What I Asked For...

Back in August, I shared a story about a fabulous dress, a dress that prompted me to seriously re-evaluate how I was praying for the things I wanted. It's funny, how the smallest thing can prompt us to completely change how we look at and even approach a situation.

You see, I was in the middle of stressing myself out with regards to looking for an apartment. I was telling myself that I was trusting the Lord to provide, when in actuality I was praying only according to what I could see myself affording. Yeah, my faith was "huge"....

As called around, looking for an affordable apartment, I quickly became discouraged, because 1) the UW students took all of my available studio apartments, and 2) I was quickly realizing the budget I had to work with wasn't exactly conducive with the amenities I was seeking.

Earlier in the afternoon on the day Jesus gave me that amazing dress, I had gone to see an apartment. From the internet ad, it seemed really nice. Not all the amenities I was hoping for, but definitely the ones I needed. However, when I arrived, it seemed the pictures had been slightly.....deceiving. The smell of mildew was heavy in the air, the kitchen tiles were peeling at the corners, and there were rat droppings in the garage. Slightly disheartening, if I do say so myself.

I left the apartment, and took a drive, looking for other options. As I was driving, I had this conversation with the Lord.

Me: "Really? Is this really all my budget can afford? I don't mean to be ungrateful, but I really don't want to live there....."

Jesus: "Then stop praying according to your budget."

Me: "But Lord, I know what I can afford, and I can't afford anything super nice."

Jesus: "No, you can't, but remember, I can. I own the cattle on a thousand hills, and I can get you the best apartment ever. You just have to ask."

Now, whenever I have these types of conversations with the Lord, my default mode is to feel really guilty. To feel as if I am asking to much. To feel as if I don't have the right to ask. 

Because, I still am humbled by the fact that He answers my prayers at all, and also, I never want to become cocky or arrogant over the fact that He answers my prayers in the affirmative. And maybe there is a little bit of guilt over feeling selfish for asking for nice things. I don't really know what that is all about, but when I figure it out, I will probably blog about it, lol.

After that conversation, I then found my rockin' dress, went home and had another talk with the Lord. I guess you could say that it was a "Name It, and Claim It" type of prayer. 

However, let me say this - I don't know that I am a huge fan of naming what you want, claiming it in Jesus' name and then expecting to receive it. He doesn't always say 'yes'. I am a huge fan of being really specific though, and letting Jesus know what you want. At least you will know that you were clear on what you wanted, even if He says 'no'. 

The next morning, I woke up and said, "Lord, I want exactly what I have here with Faith and Steve, but better." And that was it, that was my prayer. Short, sweet and specific. My situation was amazing. It was safe, there were nice perks, and to be perfectly honest? I selfishly didn't want to give that up for a nasty apartment with rat poop everywhere. So I told the Lord what I wanted, and waited to see what He was going to do about it, haha.

 When I was visiting some people at the nursing home later that morning, an old co-worker said, "Oh my gosh, you need to go check the break room right now! Someone is renting a 1 bedroom basement apartment and you need to call them. Jesus wants you to have this apartment!" Wow Lord.... that was fast.... A new record, answered prayer in 2 hours flat!

I walked into the break room to take down the information, and as I read the list of amenities and the cost of the rent, I almost couldn't believe it. It was everything I had prayed for and then some. Plus, it was $20 under budget.

So here I am, sitting at my kitchen counter, in my new apartment, writing this post about this stinking AWESOME answer to prayer. Oh, and those "amenities" I couldn't afford? I have all of them, and then some... I am one humbly blessed girl tonight!

the perk I am most excited about!!!!

My faith was weak, although I wouldn't have wanted to admit it. My prayers were in accordance with what I thought was possible, not what God could make happen. 

I feel as if the Lord is constantly teaching me something. It used to be discouraging, because every time I learned something new, I felt as if I was a failure because I hadn't "got it" yet. Then I realized that I will never get to a place where I stop learning. And if I do, then that is when I really need to be concerned.

So what did I learn this time? I learned to stop thinking so much, but instead to start praying more. I learned that HIS possibilities are endless, and that I need to stop complicating that which He has already simplified. I learned to feel confident in the promises HE has made to me in His Word. Mostly, I have learned that wherever HE is, I am home. And that regardless of the perks a dwelling might possess, if HE is not the main amenity, then it isn't perfect.

Pray for me during this next stage in my life. I am super excited to see what Jesus is going to do. I am ready, I am willing and I am feeling adventurous. Please also pray that my home will be a place of prayer and fellowship. I want my home to be a place where people can pray together, be spiritually refreshed and can see the miracles of God in a mighty, might way. 

Life with Jesus is EPIC!!!

For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

Matthew 18:20

Socks with Sandals

There is a perception in the PNW (Pacific Northwest) that wearing socks with sandals is not only an acceptable fashion statement, but also a requirement. And even though I am a Northwest girl, born and bred, I tend to disagree, ALOT....

To be truthful, it was not something I learned from watching my friends or even from watching "What Not To Wear". No, it is a deeply rooted belief, established firmly by my loving father. You see, dear dad knew what was important in life. Next to loving Jesus, you must love baseball, you must iron your jeans before wearing them, and you must never wear socks with sandals. (And according to my sister, Dad said Birkenstocks were hippie shoes, and were not allowed in our house, lol)

 

Up until yesterday, I would say I was doing pretty good with 2 out of 3.....

Alas, I must now hang my head in shame and dispair..... for I have failed.... on a level of epic proportion.....

However, I tend to give myself a certain amount grace when I am sick.... which is why I feel that this fashion faux pas can be overlooked, at least this one time.

First of all, it must be stated that I am the worst person in the WORLD at dressing according to the weather. Like, I will wear sleeveless in the snow and sweaters in the sunshine. I do not plan well at all. So yesterday, as I ran out the door to catch the bus, it did not register how impractical my sandals were going to be. In fact, it really didn't register how COLD it was until it was too late.

 

There I was, sniffling away on the bus, wearing my cotton dress and sandals..... (insert face palm)

 

I arrived at work, miserable, coughing up a lung, with cold feet and desperately in need of a cup of coffee.

On my break I went over to Safeway to buy medicine and my much needed jolt of java. And then I did something I told myself I would never do.

I searched for and found the desired item, quickly paid for it and came back to my office to proceed with shame....

 

Slowly, and with a huge sigh, I cut the tag off the socks I had just purchased at the grocery store. Oh yeah baby, desperate times call for you to embarrass yourself in lieu of comfort and wellness.

And there I was, in all my fashionable glory, bundled up with my scarf, warm coat, socks and sexy sandals. BAM! Smokin...

Some people had the guts to ask, while others stared on in awe (probably not awe, but because they didn't clarify, I choose awe). For those who had the guts to ask, I told them. I told them that is was a great Thursday - my coffee was cold, I wanted Alka-Seltzer in an IV, I just bought socks at the grocery store and now I am wearing them with my sandals. All in all, I had hit a new low, even for me. (insert another face palm)

 

Finally my feet warmed up and the socks could be retired. The rest of the day was productive and no one creepy sat next to me on the bus ride home. A winner of day if you ask me.

 

So, how was Thursday? Hope it was as exciting and fabulous as mine turned out to be.

Remember, laugh at yourself, have a good time, don't sweat the small stuff and don't wear socks with sandals.

 

If you nail that one, you are set for life!

 

Happy Friday All!

 

 

When He Can, He Will

Almost three weeks ago, I shared about my awesome answer to prayer regarding a certain dress... The very next day I had ANOTHER incredible answered prayer (which I will most definitely be sharing within the next couple of days).

But for today's post, I want to focus on my answered prayer from yesterday, because, it was soo precious....

First, we need to go back a few years....

Growing up, I probably heard every verse, phrase, quote about prayer that there was. I heard that we should "pray without ceasing". I heard that we should have "George Mueller faith" when we prayed. I heard people wax eloquently about how their prayers were answered.

I didn't always understand it, but I knew, deep down, that I wanted to understand what prayer was all about. I wanted to know how people reached this level of prayer perfection where everything they seemingly spoke to God the Father was answered with a deep and resounding "YES!!!"

How did they do it? What was the secret formula? What were they doing that I wasn't?

Now, don't get too excited, because there isn't a secret formula to prayer, at least not one that I have found. I still don't understand why some prayers are answered in the affirmative while others are a definite "no". All I know, is that answered prayer is precious, and sometimes, just sometimes, it is more precious to us after we have received a lot of no's.

Fast-forward to yesterday....

Yesterday, I was driving back from Anacortes, listening to the radio and having some sweet, quiet time with the Lord. As I was listening to the radio, an ad came on stating that one of my all time, favorite Christian bands (Tenth Avenue North ) was going to be playing at the Puyallup Fair THAT VERY NIGHT! When I heard that, I thought, "Lord, I love that band. It sure would be great if I could go to that."

The day got away from me, and I forgot about my "on a whim" prayer. But see, HE had not forgotten... Later that afternoon, a co-worker (who knew nothing of my prayer), approached me and asked if I would like a free ticket to the Puyallup Fair to hear..... Tenth Avenue North!!! Needless to say, I freaked out a little ALOT!!! And yes, I snatched them up right away. And yes, I drove all that way. And went by myself. And sat in the rain. AND hugged a toothless guy playing Jesus songs on his saxophone......let's not talk about that one....

Here is what was soo incredibly humbling and amazing to me about those tickets.... IT MATTERED TO JESUS. It mattered to Him that I really wanted to go. That my heart would be full of Him either way, yet still He answered the smallest of prayers.

You see, I have had a lot of no's....

No to my Dad staying alive.
No to my MS being healed immediately.
No to changes of heart in the people that I love...

And amidst all of those no's, Jesus still found time to give me a yes or two along the way. Because, the yes's are so much sweeter after the no's.

Why you ask? Well, for starters, we shouldn't get everything that we ask for. We don't need it. Don't truly want it. And would become spoiled if everything we wanted was at our fingertips. Jesus had to say no to me on a great many things. He said no because it was His will and because it was best for me.

The precious, sweet aspect of the unexpected answered prayers, are that they are HIS way of reminding me that when He can say 'yes', He will.

He loves me, and when He can, He will.

 

"You may pray for an hour and still not pray.
You may meet God for a moment and then
be in touch with Him all day."

- Fredrik Wisloff

When He Whispers

wait till you see it on;)

Me: "Lord, I'm tired and hungry... I'm tired of looking at apartments..."

God: "Go home."

Me: "Okay, maybe I'll go out later..."

God: "Stop at that store first"

Me: "Which store?"

God: "Trading Tigers - that consignment store"

Me: "Why?" (stupid question when you are talking to God by the way)

God: "Just go"

Me: "Okay, fine"

I turned into the parking lot and parked my car. I grabbed my wallet from the front seat, shoved my phone into my pocket and locked the door. I walked up to the front of the store, and then I saw it. The dress I have been coveting for weeks... with a sign on it. Shoot, it's probably taken and someone just has it on hold. But, as I get closer, I see the sign doesn't say "Sold", it says, "All Summer Items 50% Off".

Me: "Seriously??"

God: "Well, isn't that what you prayed for?"

Me: "Um, yeah, but..."

God: "But nothing, go try it on, even though you already know it is going to be perfect"

I walked into the store and asked the sales lady if I could try on the dress. She said, "Of course! I hope it works for you. Several people have tried it on lately, but it didn't work for any of them. But maybe it will work for you!"

I went into the dressing room to try on the dress, already knowing it was going to be perfect. However, once I had it on, I couldn't resist stepping out to get a second opinion.

"Oh my gosh! It's perfect", the sales lady gushed.

"You know", I said, "I believe in prayer, and I asked the Lord for this dress last week, and look what happened?"

As I stepped back into the dressing room to change back, she said, "Well, I was kind of tired of taking that dress on and off the mannequin, so I guess we both had an answered prayer today!"

I paid for my beautiful new dress and left the store. Getting into my car, I heard that soft voice say,

God: "See?"

Me: "See what?"

God: "If I can give you the dress you asked for 2 weeks ago, exactly how you wanted it, why worry that I am going to find you the perfect apartment?"

Me: "I don't know.... Because I'm dumb. Thank you for my dress though.... it is amazing"

God: "You're welcome, now stop fretting already!"

Me: "Ha ha, okay! But Lord, where am I going to where my new dress...?"

Sometimes I fret. I fret because the timeline set forth in my mind rarely matches the timeline God has for me. I fret because it is human nature. Because I want to have answers for everyone else. Because I want to have answers for myself. 

I longingly gazed at a beautiful dress everyday as I walked home from the bus stop. And the second time I did, I whispered to my Father that I wanted to have it.

He didn't answer back right away. But today He whispered back to me that I could have it. I'm sure glad I was listening. So as I go about this next adventure in my life, I am going to tell my Dad what I want, and then try and patiently wait for His answer. 

And I better be paying attention, because it will probably be a whisper....

Big Dude, I Don't Like You

Once upon a time, or something like that....

Dad has two boys. One day, the younger one decides he wants to party it up like a freshman frat boy. So he asks Dad for the cash that is coming to him. Dad obliges and Young Dude (younger brother) heads out to live it up with all the cool kids. All the while, Big Dude (older brother) is staying home, completing his due diligence. Sound familiar yet? I know you guys know this one... 

Well, Young Dude is cool and has a fan club while he has cash, and then when he is broke, his only friends are pigs and his only meal ticket is the trash can. Realizing that this has been a very bad idea, Young Dude heads home, knowing he has to eat some serious crow.

Young Dude arrives home with a tender, broken heart, and is received with love and compassion by Big Pops. However, Big Dude is less than pleased by this arrangement. Big Dude doesn't like the welcoming party for Young Dude, and sits outside nursing his wounds and hurt feelings. Big Pops notices this and goes out to talk with Big Dude. Apparently, Big Dude doesn't think that Young Dude should get a party. Big Dude thinks that HE should get the party. After all, he never left. He didn't waste his money. He stayed back and helped Big Pops.

Big Pops tries to explain that the party isn't to celebrate the poor decisions, it is to celebrate the return of Young Dude. Further more, if Big Dude had ever wanted a party, Big Pops reminds him that all he had to do was ask. Because all that belongs to Big Pops, also belongs to Big Dude. The story ends with Big Dude still being upset and everyone else celebrating the return of Young Dude.

For those of you who grew up in church, you will know that I am talking about the story of the prodigal son in Luke 15. However, Prodigal Son is too long and too many syllables for my liking, so I changed it to Young Dude. Also, Prodigal Son's Older Brother is an even longer title... so yeah, his name is Big Dude. I also feel that it is more forceful when I say "Big Dude" - not sure why, it just is.

I have read this story many times. I have heard it preached many times. Usually the main points sound something like this, "Don't be like the prodigal. Be like his brother. His brother gets the blessing because he stayed faithful. The older brother won't have the same consequences. The prodigal may received grace, but will still have life long consequences."

Now, a lot of what I have heard is true. Young Dude might have some serious stuff to work through because of what he did and where he went. Young Dude might not have the life he always wanted. n But, at the end of every single message that I have ever heard about this parable, I still come to the same conclusion. I still want to say the same thing to the same person. So here it is.... Here is what I want to say to the older brother every single time...

"Big Dude - I Don't Like You"

 

That's right, you heard me. Big Dude, I don't like you. I think you are a jerk. When you don't run in to hug your brother, I just want to punch you. Furthermore, I think you are selfish. (I also think you need to pull up your big girl panties and get over yourself...)

 

Big Dude, your ugly attitude is just as bad as the irresponsible behavior of Young Dude. You know what your attitude tells me Big Dude? It tells me that you weren't waiting for Young Dude to come home. It tells me you were finally happy to be top dog and you thought you were #1. Young Dude came home and you didnt even hug him... Big Dude, he is your BROTHER!! Man, what is wrong with you? Your priorities are out of whack. Your focus and your goal is on the wrong thing. You think it is all about being right? About being on top? About flying solo? Sorry Big Dude, that's not what it is all about in this life. I mean, Jesus tells us "Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour." Now that Young Dude is back, think about what you can do together for Big Pops! But no, you wanted to be a martyr in your labor and then one day come out on top. Your selfish ambitions were squashed when Young Dude came back.

 

Big Dude, I feel sorry for you. You missed out on a killer party. You missed out on being there for Young Dude and Big Pops when they needed and WANTED you. You missed out on being happy.

 

Big Dude? You wasted your time. Because while Young Dude was out being stupid, you were feeling justified and righteous because you weren't being stupid. You spent all of your time stroking your own ego and pride when you could have been learning, growing, praying, loving and LIVING.

 

 

We all mess up. Nobody's mess up is better or worse than someone else's. We are supposed to fix our eyes on Jesus and encourage each other with His blessings, commandments and promises. This Christian life is not a competition to see who can be the best and have the fewest regrets. Because everytime we focus on our accomplishments or our failures, we are focusing on ourselves and not on HIM.

 

So Big Dude, as you can tell by now, I am not your biggest fan. I think you need a hard kick in the butt. And then you need to go hang with Young Dude. He needs you. Get over yourself and go serve Jesus already. That's all. Oh, and hug your bro. Thanks